Sunday, August 26, 2012

 I am having a really hard time figuring out where I want to be in my life right now. I have been so frozen by fear lately- and by lately I mean the last 4 years or so. I am tired of being afraid of life. I want to live again and feel happy and free. I want to do or not to things without feeling guilt. I do not know why after all the years of therapy I still feel shame and I still view myself as damaged goods. I know I am worth more than that, I just need to really see it for myself. I need to act now but where do I start?

This picture I took last month says a lot about how I feel about my life right now. Staring at something so beautiful yet so blank.

Here we go...

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

So I am not one to be very open about my life. Sometimes I wanna be but it all seems so scary to me. This is my attempt at opening up. I don't necessarily know who I am going to open up to but hey, if it feels good to type words on this screen then I'm going to do it. So, here we go...

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